Click the tabs above to explore my blog. Constructive criticisms are highly appreciated. Best view in FireFox. Don't forget to leave a tag! Click here if you want to leave.
as of 1 jul 2012,
another family member of mine passed away.
she have 3 sons.
2 elder sons are married and even one of her daughter-in-law is pregnant. the youngest son is only 23.
i was with 6th uncle when he had a call from 3rd aunt. he only told me that big uncle's wife is in critical stage and have to rush down... it was only when we are registering before being able to visit her, that he then told me that she is already gone. i think he did that so that i will not cry at the bicycle workshop that we were at previously. i was told not to cry by mum as that will make big uncle feel worst. i did not went into the room and look at her the last time as 3rd aunt said no to entering. the last time that i saw her was during CNY and my memories of her is that she wanted to be my godmother as she has no daughters she has rough hands due to being a hardworking and dutiful wife to her husband she is skinny and tall and maybe dats y all her sons are quite tall too maybe a few years back she even gave me a red tee as she couldn't fit into it but it was tight for me hence i gave it away too she also gave me bracelet.. i rmb sitting on her laps in the car and she kept praising me she always does that when i meet her small aunt said that she went peacefully and not in pain so we shd be glad for her and let her be in peace for me its so sad as im not allowed to go anymore to her funeral.. i did went on the 2nd day and after that i wasn't allowed to aunt said that my birthday is approaching and it will be bad for me i even thought of cancelling the birthday chalet as birthday to me is nth big just another day.. at first i thought that family shd be there for each other when smth bad happens but somehow it doesnt always go that way.. actualli in the end, i think i asked too much about going and aunt said that if anything bad happens to me i will take full responsibility..
